Another update pic

Flex Time dont mind the face

beneath me this city is screaming

Week 1

Just a couple pics of the man muscles, not much, just getting started, i can already see a difference, but only time will tell what it will look like in 10 weeks. I havent noticed a "CUT" difference but only a bulk difference, once agian it's early in the program.

More Mustang

Dont mind the flat tire

Lyrics

Any of the lyrics that are (--) that means they are whispered in the background by another voice, i'm not sure if thats going to be my vioce on the recording or not. I don't have music or even a real song idea for this yet, i do have the vocal melodie in my head and i know how this song will be structured. Converting from Guitar to voice - to voice to guitar, is something that dosent work for me. I noticed how bad my grammer was in the last post, i blame that on the pills and lack of sleep (armodafinil) a drug used in improving the wakefullness of sleepy patients (it's a controled substance - an upper). With a side effects lists as long as the wall of china, even a rash that causes death, if not treated, has been reported. They could have just told me that and not given the drug and i would have been up thinking i was dying.

The drug did work, we got up yesturday at 3:30 AM, my table mate and i got up before everyone else (only by 5 min), we dosed shortly after AND by 11:30 to 12:30 i was having a very hard time falling alseep. Thats not me at all, i always fall alseep within a few seconds of lying down. I almost dont even like telling poeple, i'm afraid the more poeple i tell - that i will jinks my self and neverbe able to fall alseep again.

(Title, got me, give me one)

Verse
Taking down these mountains
where angles once stood
(we all look how we feel~)
This night your guardian angle
sits close to your side
(does she know how to whisper)
(does she know when to hide~)
This place
i thought i reconized you
but you where caughtin the tides~

Chorus
Just a 4 letter word, that you hide behind
I am violence, I am Hatred, This void heart of mine

Did you think this heart
could hold another bullet for you
taking down the mountains
where angles once stood
Just a 4 letter word, that you hide behind
I am violence, I am Hatred, This cold heart of mine

Verse
Castles we build tall (do you know what it's like)
just to gain some control (to be slowly forgotten)
all those cards we were dealt (another full hand)
when I thought we should fold (he's my begotten)

But these castles we build tall
fall and leave us exposed
you're enticing, and inviting (taking me in)
as you take off your clothes
for my hearts in repose~

Chorus
Just a 4 letter word, that you hide behind
I am violence, I am Hatred, This open heart of mine

Did you think this heart
could hold another bullet for you
taking down the mountains
where angles once stood
Just a 4 letter word, that you hide behind
I am violence, I am Hatred, This dead heart of mine

(Bridge)
Then I am screaming,
you say you can't hear me
when I whisper,
you say speak more clearly
As I embrace you,
you just try to get away
If I tried to leave you alone
you'd just block my way

Chorus Just a 4 letter word, that you hide behind
I am violence, I am Hatred, This White heart of mine
Did you think this heart
could hold another bullet for you
taking down the mountains
where angles once stood
Just a 4 letter word, that you hide behind
I am violence, I am Hatred, That i'm leaving behind

Good morning to ;ll all

I'm writing from Gateway Medical, i didnt mention itsincei know most of you don't approve of me selling my body. Plus some of the stunts i have to pull off to get into thease studies. Ive already gaineda couple pounds from al the wieght lifting so i think that made it harder overall, i'm on a 16 week trainingcourseand i'm supposed to gain 10 pounds of muscle. This comes from Jim Ryans , a guy in my office, he used to be a professoinal body builder and we are supposed to start working out together. Great times.

New Look

Heres some pics taken wiht my cell phone of the stripes on the car, there not doen yet theres a couple little ones to put around the car and on the trunk but ya get the point. Still need a fender and a few more parts and then she goes up for sale.